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Name: Deborah Location: Chicago, United States Birthday: 10/20/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: dancing...watching movies... being alone...talking...laughing... being lazy...hanging out with friends n family... Expertise: i dont know u tell moi Occupation: Retired
Message: message me AIM: zxzdaydreamerzzz
Member Since:
6/25/2005
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| WoW! Happy 3 months BABY! well our anni was yesterday.. Im just so amazed that we reached 3 months without a break or nothing.. cuz usually couples tend to either break up or go on break... yano but us we are speical.. haaha i remember the 1st day we met. it was interesting.. i remember we were at his cousin's house and then i got drunk or buzz really bad.. i started to throw up and when we were walking i remember i was wearing flip flops ( my fav type of shoes) i tripped and my toe started to bleed. His dumbass had touched my toe while it was bleeding.. He was there when i was thowin up and he was the only one there for me... well to make things short he took care of me and he didnt even try to touch me or get any booty. and from that day on he started to call me...He would call me everyday and i told him that i usually dont go for younger guys and he had no chance with me.. i was tryin to him hints that i didnt want him.. but he keep on tryin for 5 months.. and he finally got me... He could have gave up on me a long time ago but he didnt... i was bogus to him during that time but im still a nice person....... i had made it hard for him to get me.... On his b day party i had hickeys on my neck ( the biggest mistake i made in my life but im not a slut even tho ppl think i am.... every girl makes a mistake they regret in their life... ) and he still went for me even tho it had hurted him.... When he had asked me on 12/02/06 he was lame but interesting.... it was dark and the music was on and there was candles and he had said "Debby you wanna make it offical now?"and i said yes... from that day on we had our ups and downs but we had always worked it out.... He was the 1st guy to see me cry and i was the 1st to see tears come out from his eyes... I know that he never do anything to hurt me and he would always try to protect me... even tho he is young he had taught me a lot... Hes not like other guys... other guys would go behind your back and call you a bitch but he didnt.. his friend would be like "so wheres your bitch at?" and he was defend me and say she isnt my bitch shes my girl.... He would tell the whole world that he will always love me... He had done a lot for me like no other guy did for me. he took me shopping before we started to go out.. he would always pay for me... This is the my 1st real relateionship... Yes i kno that my baby would do somthing stupid when he's mad like get into a fight... but he just have a bad temper.... but he would never hurt me.. He would do anything for me.. he would even take pain for me.... even tho i had hurted him many times... He had quit smoking weed and squares just for me.... and i kno he wouldnt lie to me... And i had erased all the guys number on my phone cuz hes the only man i need in my life... Well you guys cant judge us but u guys kno nothing but us.... People may think hes not good enough for me cuz hes a ganger banger but i dont care about that as long as he treats me like a queen...I kno i would always be there for him no matter wat... and ill always be there for him....I LOVE YOU BABY!! and i never thought i would say those 3 lil words to someone... we been through a lot and we got a long road ahead of us.... and baby if i leave you i will come back just give me time i will return so dont u ever think i would leave you.....    
yes yes these pics are from myspace because i dont have a lot of pic of us....we are not a picture takin couple HAHAHA I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hott, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The boy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world. Who holds your hand in front of his friends who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly reminding how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you <3 I dont need to want that guy because i already have him
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my b day/ x mas wish list I've been a good girl all year and heres my wish list [x] white gloves/scarfs [x] candles [x] body spray/lotion [x] something homemade ;) [x]shirts [x] sweaters [x]money [x] food [x]black/brown boots *ahem* [x] a big purse ne color *ahem* [x]shoes [x] sweat pants [x] black earrings [x] any color earrings [x]head bands [x] those long necklaces i like :) [x] jeans [x] spending time with me
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| Man... it seems like i cant run from my past... it's like followin me.. i thought ppl had forgot it n moved on... but i guess it's still there... n trust me.. i regret wat i was doing cuz i was young n stupid n im still young n stupid... n it seems like no one can understand me.. i can't turn to ne one.. i can't open up cuz im soo ashame of it... n i guess history had repeat it self...
This is for my babe..... thank you darlin for stickin up for me... thank you for being there for me when i was down.. u saw my tears fall.. u were the one who was there until i started laughin again.. thank you.. n thank you for stickin with me even tho ppl talk shit... u could of believe them but instead u believe me cuz only you and me know the whole truth....n to my girlies/babes... theres more to the story.... but also there's sumthing u should kno about me also.. im not everything u think i am...
I can't wait till 10.7.06<3 n 10.20.06<3 cuz its my b day! hahaha Tri told it's in one month and I totally forgot.....
Okay my goals(yes yes im lame n i dont care): [x] get my driver's lisence [x] get a job [x] get good grades [x] try n not go out a lot>.< [x]get fat for winter [x] save up money >.< [x]learn how to do nails, makeup n hair lol :P
well that's all FOLKS! BUH bye until next time >.< :) | | |
| Whoa xanga....... it's been a while..... i don't know wat to say.. so im ma just come out with random things... Summer has been fun n a bumpy ride.... it's sad to see it end soo soon cuz to tell u the truth tis summer is like the most fun i had.... even tho there was drama, n problems but hey there is always going to be problems but u just gotta deal with it yano everybody has problems. so suck it up n enjoy life...
Well let's get into the interesting stuff... my love life...... my love life is pretty decent... it got me smiling.. thats all i can say.... right now... im just confused.. i don't kno if i should go out with him... should i give him a chance? cuz we are friends that want each other.. but sumthing is holding me back.. n the thing that is holding me back is that "nothing last forever" and i want to maintain that friendship later on when we are thur... that is sumthing i dont wanna lose... i had already lost a friendship in the past by going out with sumone... n i hate that.. they say " don't worry we'll be friends.." but we end up not being friends we end up being strangers...another thing is that holding me back is the breakup... cuz i dont want to get my heart broken.. i kno i shouldnt think of the future so much... but thats just the way i am.... call me micheal jackson or w.e or R. kelly cuz i don't care wat you ppl think... but he's younger than me... but he's mature for his age n he makes me smile... and i kno he cares for me just the way i care for him... n also he's like the 1st guy that i ever opened up about sumthing deep about me... n i trust him.. He's everything I don't want in a guy n yet i think i've have fallen... they say u fall for sumone u least expect n he was least expect. i remember telling my self that i would never go for him..... but i guess i was wrong... He just makes me smile..and he's already faithful to me.. i mean come on... He's faithful already n we arent even going out.. thats a plus... I dont need to worry about impressing him cuz i feel so comforable with him... There's a part of me that wants to give it a shot n there's a part of me that doesn't... But i think my choice for now is just for us to be really good friends... n we'll see wat the future brings... | | |
| It's hard to see you hurt like this It's hard to see you cry every nite It's hard to see you tryin to get thur tis all alone It's hard to see you keep all tis bottle up It's hard to see you Unhappy and faking a smile But the hardest part is to see you suffer while i cant do ne thing about it
I LOVE YOU! AND YOU KNOW IT! AND IM HERE FOR YOU!
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